Current mood:	relieved
Current music:	Boulevard of Broken Dreams

ME
My life up to this point has been filled with more disappointment than i could ever talk about. This is my first entry and Im going to talk about my life up to this point. Well I was born to alcoholic and druggy parents. My parents divorced when I was 4 and I parent jumped until I was twelve. I lived in South Florida and I had finally found somewhere i belonged when my dad whom i live with decided to up and move us to Mississippi. Big Change. I went to school and was immediately turned into the weird kid and was picked on for the entire year i was at Pass Middle while there i discovered a thing called alateen. Alateen is a youth help group for children and friends of alcoholics and it has helped me alot but it has hurt me alot to. its one of those situations about IGNORANCE IS BLISS. Well as i was saying i met a lot of ppl here and it helped me get out of my depression of being rejected by an entire school. Well my dad met this women and they married so we moved again. After middle school things went rather smoothly except in two areas FEMALES and PARENTS. My parents are just way to strict. I had a 6 oclock curfew until I had my own car and license and i didnt get that until I turned 18. well you get the picture. So the other problem was I just turned out to be an incredibly shy person. I was one of those its better not to know than let the answer be NO. well my shyness pretty much continues to this day but one big step for me was asking a girl out when i got my car. She said yes but after the date she pretty much ignored me. well the last thing to my life at the moment is... well theres this girl and she is so amazing but again my shyness. ive been trying to gauge a reaction but it doesnt seem to work and i can barely hang with her cause she is so busy. but we have tons in common and she makes me happy and that is a feeling i dont get very often so... well maybe ill get something more to tell later but for now thats it.